Worst

Pfff... Kinda tired early in the morning...

Well i m not bad and i m not good looking but could be the worst of all... haiz...

Getting look back then at the pix that was taken with friends i m like omg its worst than ever and i m like -.- so buang i mean my image, my face its like CMI(cannot make it) ugly...

Yea no one is perfect but then again i m not hunk or stuff like that.... Do u think i m actually should exist in this planet?? Coz i jus hate able my face my looks.... Its really worst... at first i thought its jus okie jus right but then again found my photo pix with friends and found out then i m soo ugly and was like omg... Arrgh....

Days were so dull and i make myself as if like life were so colorful but then haiz.... Fancy sum1 but only got to admire that all i can do coz if i were to think abt my image it wouldnt be so nice

Well i dont really know what u people are going to comments but as far as it goes... write watever u can....

I think thats about it then....

It all Begins...

Haiz... getting kinda sad feeling wanna share sumthing but i jus dunno wad to write abt here...
People says i dont know how to be indepedence, why perhaps i guess but i jus cant do it why i mean needa pocket money (argh)... sumtimes i dunno whether do i have to trust people not or to trust myself more... Sometimes i m thinking, do i really need to change?? or should i stop watever i m doing to all these stuff and refresh a new 1?? I really dont know what i should do...
Struggling all the matters makes me kinda frustrating, scared kinda stuff....
Do i really maintain as 1 or do i need to pursue the other part of me??? People do keep secrets but why they have to hide it among themselves i mean unless u wanna backstab that person or stuff like that.....
Sumtimes i really feel scared...feeling so scared that one day i will lost everything that i really wanna need it, so scared that there is no 1 for me to depend on and i cant really be independence.... :( deep in my heart there's lots of hatteras stuff that cant be 4given...
I know at this part of point mayb dont really understand wat i m trying to write but nvm
sumtimes i really dunno wad i should do and i was kinda scared lots of things if this things gonna happen, well its not abt thinking too much but i really find no 1 to share my thought or problem...i m like trust no1...jus no1.... i m like hiding in a corner of a dark place.... kinda scared.... (sniff...) Really dunno how to plan for my life or mayb........ i dont know what to say.....