Friday, April 17, 2009

Days are Hard

So fast so soon been 16 months... and 8 more months gonna leave the force which means ord....
My sis have been back from taiwan since yesterday and she brought me two shirts one looks kinda small but it look very nice la... which is the want u see below the front and the back, nice??







The want u see above is the second piece which i mention earlier saying it looks kinda small but dont u think its nice?? i m like couldnt nearly fit it but yea... When my sis giv me the shirt she said that its very expensive and i was like yea i know its very expensive coz in taiwan mah then she told me its 60 bucks in taiwan dollars..... i can say i like it very much coz this time at least sumthing.... its sumthing that it looks nicer....
And i bought a lappy since days ago (14th april 2009) then no matter wad i had to tell my sis coz she is paying it i mean although my mum hokd the credit card but it was given by my sis then i told her that i buy lappy coz pc down.... then she was like screwed me for anyhow spent money on this kind of stuff.. if pc were to break down and wanted the files can go repair it for like 3-4 days buta i told her i call the dell company to repair it and i think she was like kinda mad... Coz she knows that u dont have a proper job though i told her that i work as a police force but she said this doesnt counted.... muz have at least have a proper job and she told me that even if u have money also doesnt need to waste this kind of money.... and i was like hiaz...
before buying i had already knew this was coming coz if i dont tell the bill will tell it and no matter wad i had to explained it...
Yea i know that i m a spoiled brat but..... i dunno jus that i really want sumthing i had to get it done its kinda difficult for me to change this... i really dunno wad i should i do very vexed wanted to change this kind of attitude but it takes a long time or mayb some days...
I believe myself that i had a worst attitude toward my family (i mean mine sis) coz i know myself that my mun was like gg to collasped anytime from now and i m still like that.... Haiz....

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Breathe

Hey have been wondering why am i getting less and less posting blog leh?! Well mayb u do or mayb u dont even care then...
Because its kinda stress and sumtimes dont wanna feel like writing here though....
Days ago which is saturday i went out with friends to sumwhere and ton at orchard...it was kinda tiring omg... super tired....and the following day, they said they wanted to take first trains buta the "1st train" was like dunno became which 1st train liao then i was like reaching home abt 8:30am and was like ya know sleep like 4hrs and really after which was like couldnt take it tho....
Actaully they say i m "anti social" well its not that bah but perhaps i think i have no topics within them?? Opps... I mean this is seriously i jus walked behind them and i find nothing to talk to them....
And yea today(4/7/09 , tuesday) i met Allan for lunch but i think he was gg to clementi ite for some purposes then after which i met him outside my station and we go have lunch at sumo house...then we chatted along the way then was like okie la... we chated abt things that what i wanna say then discussed loh...
Actually i m like 50/50 le doesnt know how to endure thru the days of 35 weeks.... its kinda long... zzz..... Sumtimes people tends to regret certain stuff after what they had done i think for me too... Jus taken the wrong path without knowing... its kinda sad....
I think i jus stop here bah....