Well at least seen sumone posting up a post about his YMCA camp kinda felt glad to him though i didnt go and read it buta i guess he might have fun to what he is going through.....
As for me i m not in a good condition to what i m.... became rebellious and was like toally the bad guy... I dont wanna u to feel scared i mean like how come i have became like this?? i dont know, i just became bad at home towards bad mood most of the time.... i really dunno what i m thinking... i have good times bad times i really dont know where my path leads to mayb its kinda scaring for me buta i know it isnt good either....
Sometimes really wanna feel crying out but jus tears rolling down the cheeks....
Haiz... still have another 25 weeks to until my end of road, wondering what would i wanna do after that or mayb jus resting at home for a months or weeks to see wat i wanna do... I had a friend whom is a gal, she told me that why do i have to think so much?? Sumthing it doesnt happen dun try to think of it, whats yours is yours and what isnt yours 4get it then
Am i really thinking too much?? To me i dont think so i mean i really dont know kinda confused sumtimes.... Sumtimes i couldnt resist temptation BUT didnt go for it jus that had the urge to go for it thats all (mayb u understand mayb u dont if u dont 4get it)
Days are really passing fast and slow i realy didnt execpt time just past by without knowing whats happening around you... Having lots of worries keeping troubles in me cant jus 4get easily or like blink of an eye to clean 4get abt it... Path toward me are far and long and i really had no future no life... feeling so hurt inside me.... I really couldnt control the temper of myself sumtimes when gone chaotic.... Really wanna find back the old me but i cant....
Recently jus bought some playstation 3 games like Dynasty warriors 6 and Virtua Tennis 2009 both is kinda nice game but seldom play coz most of the times been watching videoz like wwe monday night and friday smackdown.... yeah... Well thats all i can say for now
Anthing comments on me...
Monday, June 22, 2009
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