Wat u want???

Wao... Super tired manz.... sussposdly not taking half day leave de.. then my friend la... wao ask me take half day leave go hta(home team academy) to buy polo tee and singlet....
Then he screw up everything lo... he was on mc and wanna go there but before that he said that he promised to go inside de.... but he faked me lo... he reach there liao dun wan to go in...then say wat scared his superior call him, but he was already outside wat and wats the different if he goes in anot... wat the freak lah... he was already outside, even his superior call his house his parents will pick up and kind of stuff wat... ask ppl to accompany him to go to hta but then never go in and say scared coz of mc scared they check and i told him they never touch his item or cards and i guess he was like disbelif......wat the hell is this?? Bluft me go there from west area(Jurong) all the way to cck.. wao... kinda irritating manz... sucks lah.... ARGH!!! i told him i accompany him go inside he also dun wan.. ARGH!!! Donno what the hell is he thinking manz....

What the Hell??

Argh!!!! I hate it... Early in the morning wake up forgot to charge my cellphone and i was sussposed to set both my phone for alarm clock during last night but i had forgotten... ARGH!!! Then nvm... kinda rushing to work kinda tired when alright nothing really happened in the morning then til about 5-6pm there's this freaker... jus want to disturb me, to me he was a unlucky person to me... argh
Then when i went back home in the bus... arrrrrghhhh i was like omg sleep in the bus until there this certain stop i wake up but thats okie coz i thought i m like a few stops away then i went back to sleep again then when i wake up the 2nd time...OMG!!! WAT THE HELL?? i ended up in bus interchange.... and i was sooo mad that i wasted my time.... haiz....

People are Bad...

kinda so bored at work.. feeling sleepy... think they are jus cpl and they can jus bosting around.. what is this?? using ppl?? freak hell... who do he think he is?? he is also serving the same thing as me manz... yea i did say that he pick on me as i jus said said only... nevertheless he was like u know really into the game.... he really wanna start this off with me yea i cant do anything to him so what?? dont like me find traps for him manz... thats not the way for him to boasting around with me... Argh... To me he is jus an ant that i step on it or worse i burnt the "Ant" alive... jus getting hate him thats all.....

Times

Really dunno what should i do... today gg out with friends to eat yuki yaki.... it was kinda nice and delicious food but its worth it though it was kinda expensive u know.... um...yea... but then after which i sussposedly should have fun... but then things crop up...was kinda hate it coz of one ez-link that had to borrowed her... wth and i thought she could really come down but then she did not she was like telling me that her friend parents wouldnt let.... haiz.. bluff me go there from city hall to yishun jus to pass a ez-link card argh... hate it hate it sooo much.. and she was like sooooo not sincere to meet me... haiz.. nvm dont talk abt it..... so mad abt it...
if there's really sum1 who can guide me out by starting ALL over again and yea i really things to happen the way that it is...

Lacking of time...

Yer.. my blog kinda sad... and so what.. time jus tick tocks down every moments... time wait for no man... time dun wait for us... yer life still goes on but what can we do huh?? life kinda boring sucks getting the same thing over and over again... character cant change much although i told myself wanna change but takes how long?? it takes ages and ages and AGES to changes... getting tired to this... not easy to change my character....nope kinda difficult...

haiz.... i m really lost dosent know what to do... really wish sum1 who can really understand me to be my partner and lead me the way out to change the way that it is but I dont think thats possible... not able to happened things like that..

Everything has Changed

If u really one day u could turn back the clock once.... jus once... what will u do???
Will u undo everything and makes things rite?? Or u choose not to turn back the clock and let it go jus like that?? As for me i will turn it back and make things/stuff which is right for me to do...
kinda dont understand?? its okie...things are jus changing every now and then
life at times getting tougher and tougher not gonna be easier and easier.... living in this world was like all alone.....

Donno what should i do??

Its kinda tired that i keep thinking the same flash over and over again... its kinda bad memory... its jus keeps flashing back... jus couldnt 4get wat is happening... many things jus happen in a quick second,getting tiredness... i really donno what i should do.... i really dont wanna to this anymore... its very frustrating and kidna irritating....My family jus dont understand me... what they do they might think is rite unlike for me, what i done is right, they think its a huge mistake for them...
i really wish i can be all alone... living in this world kinda sucks... i m thinking like ya know living in this world like wasting the resources and natural resources.... i really donno how should i live on....
Getting bad images(looks) of myself where no 1 wants... bad attitude... really donno how to change it..... argh...kinda hate myself.... -.- had so much pressure when thinking abt the past... haizzz

心里的密密

Haiz... everytime start the word with haiz... dunno what to say .... People in my family i jus hate them..... how i wish i can really distorts with them especially my sis... She dont understand me at all
NO.... never... She just know how to "step yi ge" only.... she was also like kinda busybody which is i dont like... She most of the times wanna interferring my converasation with my mother... so busybody i mean yea at times i m like talk at my loud of my voices but so... although it irritates her but she could jus listen out of it i jus dont like it when sum1 inteferring it.... argh!! i jus dont the feeling of that.... Hmfff.... If i really have the money..... i mean really lots i will move out of the house or i will go out of country like taiwan to breath in fresh air..... jus dont wanna stay in this home... they dont really talk to me, what i do is jus an eyesore to them... i mean what is this?? i m like been hurting though.... no.. i dont wanna this kind of feeling... so sad... my sis keeps telling my mother say i have illness ask me go see doctor... i mean physiatrist....i dont seem i need do.. but the reason why she says that is becoz i m been a nuisance in the house and she dont like it... she dont wanna me to raise voice at my mother...
And sometimes i do thing improper i mean like when things dont go my way i jus been getting angry for example.. if my pc spoiled or the connection kinda stuff i will like u know threw things around and what i really dont like was if middle of the night when things happen which is the pc down or so.. i made create voice yea i know i m disturbing but thats the way i m i just cant control myself and yea parents came in but if my sis interrfering i will like getting moer angrier and i was like quarrel with her wanna threw things kinda stuff... i mean when sum1 angry u dont go and provoke it but she was like u know keeps coming though it was my mistake for doign that but if i were her i will jus keep quiet manz...
Really... ppl in my family things i m ke siao or mad aready but i m not OK?? why was it me?? why do they wanna blame me.. i was like wtf?? i dont live in this agonying world... I really wanna be all alone... jus all alone... where no 1 hears me... had lots of money(kinda in my dream) then do watever i want i mean like staying in a house all alone.. do watever i want.. peacfully... then giv money to my mother every month kinda stuff... but watever it is no ones... no ones really knows my feeling until i tell them... no ones ever know what ami thinking.... they jus think that i m u kno wthat kind of person(sheng jing you wen ti) de person.. but I M NOT.......
heart kinda pain very pain... How i wish i wouldnt live in this world then no 1 will care abt me... i would rather jus died rite?? hmm....i really dunno what i should do..... wanna cry liao but cant cry out coz i really feel the pain inside me manz....
sniff....(0_-) how i wish they really can understand me what i feel what i think everything and not go round telling people that "my son bla bla bla" or " my brother did this and that kinda stuff" is that wat sister do?? i dont think so... so sad... kinda hurts... really hope i dont have a sister... really....

Tiring...

Haiz... one week has gone so fast and my one week leave has jus gone like that jus like that.... omg....days jus fly so fast like a brink of an eyes... manz...
Yesterday when gg out, i was like almost get fight with my friend coz before that were at bugis gg to town area but i spoke out something say that "hey u talk cok only la... say want go aljunied" after which he respond soemthing say "wah lao actaully i dont want to go de, wanted to go town but becoz of wat he say arh,okie lo i go.." but then he went to the places...
In the train friend talk bad about me.... which kinda hurting la.. then i was like wanna hit him.. then when they reached aljunied.. they only walk one round of the place eg. a letter of U then walk back to the mrt station.. then at the plateform.. i talk to him... and he was like talk reasonable thingy.. say i couldnt take jokes... but if jokes have to see wat kinda jokes u wanna talk abt it...not everything u say is a cracking jokes.... (dont understand nvm) but after all was very tiring all day yesterday... startup with waking up ard 7:30-7:45am then going out like 11:30am-3:45am coz watching the late night soccer... manz.. very tiring...haiz......
wanna half dead soon.... zzzz

What in the world is this going on??

What the hell?? Yeah i didnt go for work for 1 week and today i went to clementi to have lunch with my friends.. and they told me something which i dont wanna hear... what is this?? Why he wanna backstab me?? Wanna say things/stuff, pls say it infront of me manz, talk itin my face... dont talk behind me... Watever reason that he was going to tell me jus dont speak ill of me...

i mean i CAN take it if u say it in my face or infront of me... do u really have to backstab people like this??

Like my friend told me somthing kinda funny... he said that how he wish the boss is hit by lorry, and he will clapped his hands say yea u die i very happy... and if die ar... i will step on u... "step step step" then spit saliva on him "KORAI... pui pui pui" then put onion all over his body, then disfigure his face until no one resemble his face... then put "shit" on top of his body then burn.....

hahahaha

It sound kinda funny but yea also kinda bad la... But ta... i really dont like the boss style la.. as for me... he was like kinda waste the natural resoures to this world la... dunno how to explain but i think u know what i mean la....
Although he is a malay guy ar... but ta pls.. dont do things behind ppl back manz... i mean u r really watsing natrual resources and i dont think he should born to his world manz... well i respect him is becoz of his rank not because of who he is...
Even that time i couldnt find the air-con controller which is actually beside the door which i cant see until i call people and ask then i know where the HECK the "item" is and he tell the office people(which is my working area office) and others stuff... haiz... i really dont know what is he thinking manz... argh....
OMG!!!!

There's up and down in life

haiz...
In a short time many things happend...

Jus like i m staying home for a week, knowing that nothing had happen in there

but days ago i heard my friends told me that quite a couple of things happened which i dont know... and i was like wat the hell..

like First, wearing half-u to become Full U~~... wat is this??

Secondly, if whoever come late to work will cut by their edo(extra duty office hours)

Thirdly, do not sleep when u are slacking or doing nothing inside office.. omg

haiz... things jus happend in a quick while....

There's a gal telling me that to be somebody u have to be happy always and not carry a sad face or kinda of emo type ya know what i mean

And tell me how to be happy?? Dont tell me that if u r down as in sad... and u maintain the happy way as it is??? i dont think so rite?? Well mayb i put it in a wrong way of saying or mayb i dont know how to explain it...

Nvm.... I think that's all i have to say

OMG!! WHY THE BLOG DOING HERE!!

Haiz... what the hell..what is this manz... went out to town then last min his gf come... and it was like so sianz although 4 ppl include me lah... then at first was like very enjoying lo.. then halfway thru.. wah lao.. sianz de loh.. had to walk their pace... their speed at a distance
cant walk too fast or too slow... sianz manz....
then went back home wanna relax de... then i had this infomation from sum1 keep asking me to write more, then i was like wth... norhing to write lo... ecxpect me to write wat?? haiz....
so sad... onli 4 blog haiz... i started my 1 week leave dunno do wat... friend "pian wo" coz nv called me... hmm.. i going to wack him when playing badminton.... haha i make sure i smack manz.......

Finally!!

Yay manz... finally... finally its friday.... woohoo
i get my one week leave.... haha stay at home sleep....
then tonite staying at home slack.. resting... nice la... woohooo...
haiz... dunno wat to write leh... um... there are many things happens ina quick time in life... things u never know what might happen after next.... some people there haven even settle down yet but they intend or ALREADY married... haiz.. i wonder how bad their lifes is...
hmffff...... :(

My first Blogger

Things happened so far.. many things have happened in a blink of an eyes...
kinda felt a lil sad, moody.. dunno what to say.. mayb i shoudlnt let any1 know abt what i write i mean my blog side and yea or mayb to my best trusted friends i guess...
So fast a year and 9 months had past so fast... People always say days are hard to past.. well as for me sometimes kinda fast sometimes kinda slow... i had fancy a girl recently, though i told her that i like her but then i had a feeling the ending alwasy ended up the same... i jus dont wanna be that.... haiz... nvm.. u never know my feeling... very harted....kinda pain...

Haiz

haiz.. this is my first blogger here but will try to write more on here
so long....