Wondering what have been this happening to me??
Why people have to keep sumthing from people even if it is the slightest stuff they haven have to keep it?? Why?? Yea i wanna know what was it but why dont they jus say it??? i mean if it is the kind of sutff which really shouldnt let people know, well thats fine... i wont force it but the fact is.....its jus some kind of small item and why does it have to keep it like no1 else know... i really dont understand it..... i jus dont wanna peole talking bad stuff behind my back ya know.... haiz....
Really been wondering what do they did this to me or mayb was it at my fault?? Or all this shouldnt been happening or a "Restart"(yea i knw its kinda impossible) but then dotn hide things from me if i ask it... i really dont feel like keeping it in a darkness.... Its not kinda annoying(mayb u does) to know what was it but the least i mean it doesnt mean like once u say it its gonna be end of the world or sumthing?? thats not it.... Been finding out, its kinda frustrating, keep thinking... no thats not what i really want....jus let me know and thats it,isnt it difficult???
People around us have been betraying, backstabbing omg... i wonder if really all this could have ended, idk....
I really been thinking after all this years after all this happening, why am i brought to this world?? All the quarrls, all the beating, all the fun, all the problems that i m facing i mean i really tired....being myself to be out of control, being violence, throwing stuff ard.... sumtimes i really dont wanna be in this way, actaully its all becoz of "HIM" that i follow his footstep...
Friends telling me dont blame people for wat u did, u have your thinking, you know whats right and wrong but the fact is if "HE" does the thing that not sussposed to do it why cant i?? Yea u might think thats kinda stupid or mayb other words that u replaced it... If all this wasnt happening, how i wish i wasnt here, how i wish i doesnt step into this very world or mayb..................... :=\
I jus been eondering why do i have few friends while other have lots?? mainly was it becoz of my attitude or my ways responding to people... dont tell me all this time for one to changed i m jus doesnt know how to handle to make it changes in myself... Mayb i need to be alone coz i really kinda very vexed at it.... (sob sob)
Why people have to keep sumthing from people even if it is the slightest stuff they haven have to keep it?? Why?? Yea i wanna know what was it but why dont they jus say it??? i mean if it is the kind of sutff which really shouldnt let people know, well thats fine... i wont force it but the fact is.....its jus some kind of small item and why does it have to keep it like no1 else know... i really dont understand it..... i jus dont wanna peole talking bad stuff behind my back ya know.... haiz....
Really been wondering what do they did this to me or mayb was it at my fault?? Or all this shouldnt been happening or a "Restart"(yea i knw its kinda impossible) but then dotn hide things from me if i ask it... i really dont feel like keeping it in a darkness.... Its not kinda annoying(mayb u does) to know what was it but the least i mean it doesnt mean like once u say it its gonna be end of the world or sumthing?? thats not it.... Been finding out, its kinda frustrating, keep thinking... no thats not what i really want....jus let me know and thats it,isnt it difficult???
People around us have been betraying, backstabbing omg... i wonder if really all this could have ended, idk....
I really been thinking after all this years after all this happening, why am i brought to this world?? All the quarrls, all the beating, all the fun, all the problems that i m facing i mean i really tired....being myself to be out of control, being violence, throwing stuff ard.... sumtimes i really dont wanna be in this way, actaully its all becoz of "HIM" that i follow his footstep...
Friends telling me dont blame people for wat u did, u have your thinking, you know whats right and wrong but the fact is if "HE" does the thing that not sussposed to do it why cant i?? Yea u might think thats kinda stupid or mayb other words that u replaced it... If all this wasnt happening, how i wish i wasnt here, how i wish i doesnt step into this very world or mayb..................... :=\
I jus been eondering why do i have few friends while other have lots?? mainly was it becoz of my attitude or my ways responding to people... dont tell me all this time for one to changed i m jus doesnt know how to handle to make it changes in myself... Mayb i need to be alone coz i really kinda very vexed at it.... (sob sob)
1 comment:
hu is the "he" tell me in msn...if u don wan its ok :) we are not backstabbing u jus tt presents doesnt count by wat is tt thing but it is the thoughts tt count so u no nid to noe wat is in the present...don so vexed le larhs :)
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