Well yesterday morning i went to work but the day before friends told me to wear as civillian clothing to work for team building for yesterday....(dont get it nvm) Then i went to my station yesterday was like 8:35am in the morning....
After which i ask my friend around what is team building , they told me that its bowling then i was like issit?? um...okie... i can kinda trained for it...hehe
Then we all gathered around like 9:10am and abt 9:15am we set off to bukit batok club for bowling.... We were playing there the whole day since 9:30am until 3:30pm kinda cool huh... then abt 4pm we leave the place i mean we all go back from there....
Haiz... the funs finally all over....
Days ago, i went to meet allan at this venue to talk about my problem aka "xin shi"... then went i reach his area coz i need to cross the road to the opposite and take bus to reach destination but then while crossing i almost had this accident coz i m listening to cellphone song then there was this bus never knocked down me but instead the driver honned me.... yea of coz i did giv a signal to apologised...
Nevertheless as i m thinking why the bus never knocked me down why must he honned me... how i wish i landed in hosptial or mayb leave the world..(yea it sounded kinda stupid but what else u wanna me to say)
I really do wish i can dont stay in my home coz members in my family(exclude my mum) they dont really want me, i feel that they hate me as i m thinking if i die, sum1 in the house will feel sad and my sis will feel happy at abt it...yea they never think that but u r not their brains u dont know what they think or feel... u cant tell me everything.... i m soo sad in here i really do wish if i can stay out i really wanna stay out and find a house...no 1 know where i leaves other then my parents(she)... i really hate her soo much...jus soo much
Jus because genertaion gap and we dont click we dont share anything even if sumtimes wanna share things with her i might not wanna say coz i m really wondering if she really treats me like her brother.... idk... sumtimes i really do feel like dying but watever i think abt this i erm feel a pain in me... >.< (sob sob) really feel bad... haiz (dont feel scared after reading)
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hm...every house has it own problems...i don think u r the onli one...
It aren't difficult to seat ur family down and brood all problems out and and solve it. It depends on how u do it. The way u accomplish something is much more important if u want to succeed such as u juz wanna get over and done with or u will spend every second and try every possible to do it til the best. The process of perseverance will be possible if ur attitude is rite and u will enjoy the process once u have accomplish something tat u want it so badly. Tat's how u succeed or even find ur goals. - FAITH
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