Haiz... getting kinda sad feeling wanna share sumthing but i jus dunno wad to write abt here...
People says i dont know how to be indepedence, why perhaps i guess but i jus cant do it why i mean needa pocket money (argh)... sumtimes i dunno whether do i have to trust people not or to trust myself more... Sometimes i m thinking, do i really need to change?? or should i stop watever i m doing to all these stuff and refresh a new 1?? I really dont know what i should do...
Struggling all the matters makes me kinda frustrating, scared kinda stuff....
Do i really maintain as 1 or do i need to pursue the other part of me??? People do keep secrets but why they have to hide it among themselves i mean unless u wanna backstab that person or stuff like that.....
Sumtimes i really feel scared...feeling so scared that one day i will lost everything that i really wanna need it, so scared that there is no 1 for me to depend on and i cant really be independence.... :( deep in my heart there's lots of hatteras stuff that cant be 4given...
I know at this part of point mayb dont really understand wat i m trying to write but nvm
sumtimes i really dunno wad i should do and i was kinda scared lots of things if this things gonna happen, well its not abt thinking too much but i really find no 1 to share my thought or problem...i m like trust no1...jus no1.... i m like hiding in a corner of a dark place.... kinda scared.... (sniff...) Really dunno how to plan for my life or mayb........ i dont know what to say.....
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YH no one is perfect.. Everyone have their problem and fear... As to me i have encounter your problem before... I always tell myself i can't be useless i must become better and better.. If not i just a rubbish some of a bitch sort.
There are area in life we need to change to accommodate the harsh economic now.. Take your pace one step at a time...
My opinion to you is.. As for now you are having serving.. Get yourself some thinking that is realistic like after service want to work or study..
I encourage you to go study but must really strive.. Donno ask teacher but don't make them pai chey... Working life you need time to adapt.. At first i really scared and soon i getting use to it...
As for secret.. secret are meant to be secret.. Sometime those secret may hurt you so people rather not saying it out...
I have been not seeing you for few month.. My intention to you is i want you to learn independent and want you to forget some stuff.. I know its harsh..
Really sorry that i make you sad.. Cheer up you not alone.. People tell you your weakness because they care and want you to become better.
Learn to be strong.. I'm weak but there are people i want to protect, vision, ambitious i want to obtain.. I also scared i may fall too...
ok lah...i seen your post and allan comment le...from my experience right i think u should continue to struggle through but first u nid to locate ur helping hands cause if u start afresh wat if u face prob again are u going to start afresh again? than how many time u wanna restart ur life? starting afresh is not a good way lah...better is u change ur survival style...like for me i always do hmk at afternoon now change to night time cause can concentrate more but nid to noe time limit lah...if not can don nid sleep le... :) don so scared lah...i believe when u need help a lot ppl will be there for u :)
huh?? survival?? well... survival for the last man standing?? mayb not...idk....
For secrets sumtimes are not meant to keep BUT they are meant to break it... To me, any secrets within me muz say wheather it hurts me not... jus tell me manz... i can take it.... and rite now i m trying how to be show stopper....
secrets are meant to keep even is about others!!!if people wants it to be a secret then u got expose the secret u think the person will feel good or not change a point of view your secrets being reveal how will you feel?
well i have been reveal secrets by people a couple of times but i m still like that...
i m seriously if one day i can really restart my life, i promise it will never be the same or mayb i will not be the same me again....
For the point of view i have.. Most people like to keep secret and not saying it.. If you force them saying out the secret.. Are something like strip them naked.. Get it or not depend on you...
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