Jus Being so Bad

Jus wondering how come some people they jus cant set to thier designated timing instead when they wake up they tends to keep lying in bed than to wake up... Having a classmate, well wanting to meet for the day to going sch together but jus that i think is either because her phone was breakdown or she jus tired of waiting at the allocated location...

But then again, over the past few weeks i reached the allocated location before her and was like kinda stunning as in like..."yeah rite".... But was it so difficul for me to meet her at the designated timing?? I mean it wasnt so bad but as far as wat i know, she dont really share or tell me most reason, she jus wanna keep things to herself.. Alright i didnt really wanna prob into it but jus wanna know IF she can tell.....

Maybe i m at fault at certain areas but i jus wanna concern her as classmates/friends...
Jus dont wanna her to end up being regretting..... argh nvm 4get abt it.... Jus kinda wanna found out the reason but then she jus said dont know watever the question that i asked...
As days gone longer,sometimes wanna do th4e opposite of her but then again it will be easily for her to find out.... haiz....Days are sooo bad.....

I am LATE for the day

Wake up like 0530 then after which gunna meet my "mei" at woodlands

Then she was late like 10 mins when i reach there but thats okie... Then after she comes telling me waiting for another guy who name was Eugene...

At that time was 0725 and we both still waiting him, but wat the hell he said he was at the first cabin but when we went in, he wasnt in... worst still he make us LATE!! I mean he himself was gunna late dont pulled us down lah... wtf...i cant afford to be laten for classes man...

Seriously, if u wanna meet we guys, plan your timing, and he was coming down from pungol and i was like wtf... eh u know from pungol to cck is how far?? Plan your route lah.. Since u know u r late then take alternate way to meet manz rather then u late rite?? Know what?? Not gonna wait that bustard again, makes us late... Freakers....

Then there was this stupid section head comes in the class like nobody business until i know who was it, then she comes in catch those with long hair and confiscate cigarette... i mean if u wanna catch long hair at least giv chances as u know weekend coming.... still send off ppl (those with long hair) ask them to cut wat the hell... Brainless... Damm Brainless

Then i wear jeans, okie lah.. its my wrong to wear jeans lah ah... but u ask me i told u i had dark blue pants buta u still insist to ask me to and buy black pants... wat the hell...

At least at Balestier not so strict loh... The section head like STEP only.... KNN

Anyway thats all for now.... Niteszz

Is this my fault?

I am almost late for class and i am sussposed to meet classmates at the allocated timing(0920) which i told them but i wake up like 9000hrs....

So i was like keeping rushing the things that i needa do so frustrating...

Then after that when i sch for class late coz having breakfast in cafe(ahh crap) well at least i learned a lil things bah but thanks to a friend thought he spoiled it but luckily i found out what was it about...

Then during class my "mei" she was kinda funny when she say "fong shao" coz she was snatching thngs from a guy called Jeremy, then she ask him to let go thereafter she sing "fang shao, fong kai suo yao..." haha kinda funny... hehe

Then during after school, when she was on phone... well jus dont know if she was telling the truth even though she IS on phone but i dont know if i have done sumthing wrong u see not that i hate when she is on phone with "Joanna" but jus that i dont know if she is on song listening or chatting on phone, i m not that like u know forcing her not to chat on phone or watsoever but after the happening i m like u know feeling kinda guilty or stuff like that...

Not that i grab her thru my arm but i er... kinda mayb a lil selfish or so i guess.... really dont wanna make things so ugly but thats her friend and i cant control it... Argh...

So irritating abt it... kinda really feel so bad abt it when i think abt this matter, well i think its my fault fro what my thinking i guess... Haiz...

Really dunno what should i do about it.....

Days Counting Down!

Its really been while since my last post i guess... Many things had happen in ite...
Well before shifting to CCK ITE, i had accquire one of the gal to be my "gan mei" (aka Bei Zhi)
Things happen around here and dere... How do i start with?? Hmmm...
Alright... lets go back to the days in Balestier ITE where i study there (b4 shifting to new ITE)
Well been observing classmates here and here like to know how they are in character kind of stuff, it was kind of "fun" in there coz get to know most of the classmates there...
One of the bad times was cell phones numbering passing around thru "Freaker" *OPPS* :x taking my cell to take a gal number then both of us being screwed up... Alright then i moved forward to the times when my "mei" gone bad.....
Okie... she was underaged yet she have the nerve to drink alchoho and i was like wtf.... Then again she went "round" to ask friends to see who is legal age to buy drinks for her, well i m already kinda mad at this okie?? like omg when will she ever stop all this?? She even asked her sis abt is this kind/brand of drink nice?? I mean why should she try all this thing?? She even had the nerve to ask me to buy and drink it infront of me.... Thats very "NICE"
Sometimes i am jus wondering well u know i mean jus wanna care her so i am like approach her to tell me abt her personal stuff as known as xin shi... well i not like u know been kaypo or wanna intriguing her life but seriously i jus dont wanna her to like bottle things up to herself but sumtimes to speak up a lil stuff to me i mean yeah....
Alright now lets moved forward again and talk abt wat happen today 5/7/2010 in early morning like 0330.... She called me at this hour while i sleeping jus because she cant sleep.... wow nice 1....
Then ask me for a friend number.... (does she know it was in the wee hours?? Hope she does)
Then today was my first day in new ITE in cck and classes ended somehow quite early... zzz
Dont really like the class adviser as she is LKK (*opps, cover mouth) haha... So yeah i think thats all for now... cya Folks.....