Is this my fault?

I am almost late for class and i am sussposed to meet classmates at the allocated timing(0920) which i told them but i wake up like 9000hrs....

So i was like keeping rushing the things that i needa do so frustrating...

Then after that when i sch for class late coz having breakfast in cafe(ahh crap) well at least i learned a lil things bah but thanks to a friend thought he spoiled it but luckily i found out what was it about...

Then during class my "mei" she was kinda funny when she say "fong shao" coz she was snatching thngs from a guy called Jeremy, then she ask him to let go thereafter she sing "fang shao, fong kai suo yao..." haha kinda funny... hehe

Then during after school, when she was on phone... well jus dont know if she was telling the truth even though she IS on phone but i dont know if i have done sumthing wrong u see not that i hate when she is on phone with "Joanna" but jus that i dont know if she is on song listening or chatting on phone, i m not that like u know forcing her not to chat on phone or watsoever but after the happening i m like u know feeling kinda guilty or stuff like that...

Not that i grab her thru my arm but i er... kinda mayb a lil selfish or so i guess.... really dont wanna make things so ugly but thats her friend and i cant control it... Argh...

So irritating abt it... kinda really feel so bad abt it when i think abt this matter, well i think its my fault fro what my thinking i guess... Haiz...

Really dunno what should i do about it.....