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Its been awhile...

Humans or people keeps changing... it jus have to monitor them to see the changes they have been...

Well weeks ago i have been screwed by a girl who is in my class, dont be mistaken what i mean screwed was being liked played pyschological with me...

It was begins with when i was her "god-brother"... It goes well and smooth at the beginning but then again things jus screwed up my life. She kept it all in one shot and blew it all up.... I remembered i told her b4, if she feel anything not comfortable muz voice up but to avail, she dont... jus being silent...

The problem actually lies with both of us but she jus dont ever think that she is at fault... Alright whats going on here was she said that i m too paranoid abt her, keep asking her stuff e.g. whose on the line kinda stuff and some other stuff i guess... Sometimes jus wanna do what i need to do i mean like protect her dont wanna hurt her kinda stuff.... i jus realised that what i have been going thru in ite in 6 years back and 6 years now, the classmates i know they are soooo much different from what i seen then.... Sumtimes wanted to be nice with them and then since they actually showed the half true colors, i know what they true character are... Jus when the gal aka bei zhi told me that she wanna break "gan" with me, i feel nothing at all, all i wanna know its jus wanna a reason that she can tell me but she jus dont wanna tell me abt it... On the other hand i mean yeah she felt nothing but i do felt things like when she actually starts ignoring me and giving attitude to me she jus find ways to eliminate but i think it fails...

All along i jus think once she had broken me off the god brother thingy, after which there's sum1 whos is secretly doing sumthing behind my back though i do not know who it was and might not even gg to find out but i rest assured this has been going on since the day happens...

Days ago... there was this guy told me sumthing that it overturned rumours and he was in mine class... he told me that the gal whose name was "bei zhi" , her sis really turned everything upside down... Why i say so because i remembered couple months back her sis told me that she dont really like this "A" guy then again mayb months later from then she told "A" that : "No i didnt say that b4" and i was like wtf...telling lies?? Good 1... pushing things to me and speaking from black to white...

Something i didnt said b4 wanna do sumthing that i did said once... well done... u r "GREAT"

Was telling lies that important?? Sumtimes jus wanna get the truth but why every1 was hiding the truth and not telling while sumtimes i tried my best to tell the truth.... argh.. jus so frustarting....

There's actually one more guy i had been hate the most with i dont wanna write his name here mayb its much as the girl hate me.... but he is been irritating and doing sumthing to outcome me or doing things to actually "Get Rid" of me....

I think i jus stops here....