Haiz..Jus wondering why things turned out to be soo bad... I din even tot this would happen... To think might jus help her pay for a lil stuff and tot she was gg fine with me but then nevertheless , she was actually putting on a act... so hurting to me... One of the gals in my classmates phone me and said she(alethea) had delete my number and i was a like kind of devastated...
And i do still think she still bear grudges of what had happen weeks ago... i dont wanna be in this state... She gone out with me and classmates to bugis and to pool arena but then again i din realise this would happen so much, jus wondering why do i had to face these kind of problems.... i really had enuff, i mean if u do treat me as friends dont ever do this to sum1 by putting on a act and then when sum1 being nice to u as a friend but then u take things for granted and then u jus simply delete off the number...
Sometimes i got to know sumthing but always wanted to ask and were to think thrice whether to ask anot coz i jus wanna found out the truth.... i been wanna let the matter rest but deep down in me i know the issue stays there.... or jus wont goes away.... i always wanna apologise truly to her but i jus find it hard to tell her.... Really feel like wanna drop tears... I think there are still people secretly doing sumthing between the matter... I had lose this "battle".. and i m sooo lost and i really dunno wat i should do.... T.T
And i do still think she still bear grudges of what had happen weeks ago... i dont wanna be in this state... She gone out with me and classmates to bugis and to pool arena but then again i din realise this would happen so much, jus wondering why do i had to face these kind of problems.... i really had enuff, i mean if u do treat me as friends dont ever do this to sum1 by putting on a act and then when sum1 being nice to u as a friend but then u take things for granted and then u jus simply delete off the number...
Sometimes i got to know sumthing but always wanted to ask and were to think thrice whether to ask anot coz i jus wanna found out the truth.... i been wanna let the matter rest but deep down in me i know the issue stays there.... or jus wont goes away.... i always wanna apologise truly to her but i jus find it hard to tell her.... Really feel like wanna drop tears... I think there are still people secretly doing sumthing between the matter... I had lose this "battle".. and i m sooo lost and i really dunno wat i should do.... T.T
Many things are happening without knowing til u actually know what was it gg on. To think I jus wanna make more friends buta end up, was kinda losing them and were jus trying to put up a show to treat me nice kinda stuff.... I really wondering how long does this gg to take...
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